Celestial soul

I have what I need, just not abreast me, may I be excused to retrieve it?
Am I able to momentarily leave the grand 'feast' of life?
Surely I will not be missed from this tireless buffet of trials and tribulations.
May I? Or should I ask...
Can I?
Is it possible?
Should I call for an attendant?
Although, I don't believe one is necessary.
Perhaps it is however, one does not know what could be lurking in the darkness.