Behibak.

There are a few things in life that are so glorious that you spend your life trying to feel them again. Emotions that are both indescribable and uncanny, but so invigorating. For instance, that moment in your life that you are so in love that every song on the radio relates to you and the air on your skin feels like the world is holding you, while the words that spill from your mouth are ripe and sweet, and the glow from your eyes enchants everyone around you.

Or that night that you spent crying over spiteful words thrown at you and you're so exhausted from sadness, that it's as if suddenly you're guardian angel sprinkles a touch of peace atop you, and you sleep better and deeper then ever before.

That day you looked yourself in the eye, and finally came to accept yourself.


While all of these situations may occur numerous times in your life, it's the initial feeling that sticks to your mind. We all have something in common, we all want to obtain our ultimate happiness, and although that sounds so simple, it's the most complicated desire to have. Something that may have initially made you happy, can expire or sour, and become the source of your unhappiness. Or you may desire something or someone and it is nothing like it seemed. Maybe you find yourself evolving into a different individual and what once made you happy, is now simply disappointment.

But I realize that 'happiness' is such an incredibly relative word, and I may never truly understand it. So, should I advise you to live in the current happiness in life? In this moments happiness? But, why do people have savings banks? Surely, because you must invest in your future? Then again, is the future guaranteed? Certainly not. Still, what would happen if I took a plane to Vienna with no detailed plans and no extra money, would I be making myself happy and fulfilling my dreams? Or ....

This goes on and on.
Basically, I want to believe that everyone eventually follows their dreams.
I hope I do.